freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose

i still hate this place

and most of the people that come along with it

and the bureaucracy that is it's core

i don't understand why is it that some of the most shallow people i know are in the same workplace as me

or are people just shallow in general?

where's the stuff? where's the goods magic is made of? you, as humans, are you so linear??

must you live the life society dictates to you?? are you so one-minded that as long as you're doing what others are doing, you feel content?? why do you not doubt yourself? your friends? your family even?!

why do you not doubt your countrymen?!

WHY DO YOU TAKE THIS LIFE FOR GRANTED?!?!?!?!!!!!!!

THINK!@!!!@!$# OPEN THAT WRETCHED WINDOW AND THINK FOR YOUR OWN GOD DAMNED SELVES!!!!

or are you so content and quiescent that you dare not seek out other possibilities?

whatever. whatever floats your boats ya lemmings.