Hello.

Since I was on the template page anyway, I might as well blog a post before I shower and yes it's 4 in the freaking ay am two nights in a row and tomorrow is halal meat shop appointment with the only other Malay girl I talk to on a regular basis I hope I can wake up and no I do not seem to like the full stop key these past few days do I? I dunno why.

Words flow much better without them anyway. See. Full stops are soooo... final! Your train of thought does not work in terms of FULL STOPS ppl! Let the thoughts flow out of your fingertips like heavy menstruation and smth for the guys to relate to, like a broken dam. Sorry. A block of brick just shut down on my imagination there.

Onwards to other news! I now understand how my brother can stay up till oh 6-7am while he was studying down in Bristol but at the time I used to find it so strange and unusual and I couldn't comprehend it but now I am in his situation (sort of - just push it a lil up north a bit) (and oh damn! I forgot the Mario Puzo book from J-1 oh well another day another trip too much time on my hands anyway what with not passing exemption exam) and where was I (yea the Van inside me kicks in - there is a Van inside of EVERYBODY! in a metaphorical sense if you really think about it) so moving on...

I now know what it feels like to want to stay up till the sun shine real high high (you can cheat cuz here dawn is around 4am-ish? 5am-ish? used to be around 3am-ish) but now I mean as in 6-7am. I will feel so terrible tomorrow and feel so guilty about not studying for the video exam. A section of me (no doubt the lazy parts) (and hey I like the parentheses now a lot) wants to give up and cincai the video exam because it doesn't really count for ANYTHING unless you pass the final degree exam buthen it got me thinking that wouldn't you need really good overall average marks if you want a distinction at the end of it all? So basically I shouldn't just give up and cincai the video exam, I should do my best and try to score the best mark so that in the event (InsyaAllah) that I actually do pass my degree exam, they can add that on and I can get a really nice (below average cuz that's what I ALWAYS get goddangit!) mark and then it'll be easier to get a distinction lah basically you know.

I'm really chasing away the readers now aren't I? When you're on a roll, you're on a roll. Mental-spewing is so therapeutic. I would recommend it but I dowanna sound like a bad advertisement. I am currently hearing sounds emanating from outside in the hall or the kitchen I dunno which one but at half past four in the morning, this gets scary. There's always the unnerving prickling feeling at the tips of the hairs or the bebulu on your skin and the feeling inside you like you're half afraid something might actually creep you out all in all a very creepy feeling.

Reference: here

I've actually blogged long enough to be able to link my own blogposts. I'm so proud of myself sometimes.

To break the monotony of it. Titled: Weird people at the back of normal people. And out of the 11 of them, only three are not wearing glasses.

And dunno lah, you guys can tell me if this is true onot cuz I really dunno but do I actually give you mental rubbish to read and waste your mind away on this blog ar? Just wondering whether you guys check back out of habit of checking back or you check back cuz you feel like you expect something good/interesting might be on this blog or you check back cuz you think 'hey what's up with that girl who lives in room 2 beside me or just a few blocks away?' or you check back because you're bored and you have nothing to read and you might find something to read here which will while away your time as well as mess with your mind and prolly give you a headache. Haha. What a way to panggil the comments to start.

But anything ler. It's 4smth am. Early mornings make me feel like I can own the world with a snap of my finger. Sky high of opportunities, big and drunk on the possibilities. There is no ending to it all. Ok thank you.

PS: Those who comment will get a free strawberry from my fridge. =) Incentive dohhhh. While stocks last tho.