Times like these.

Exams again. Breaching stress limits. Again. Acting out. Again. Being a complete emo fool in public. Again. Regretting. Again.

I wish I had a happy place where I can go to. And the Happy Person in charge of My Happy Place can come and tell me, "Here, wear this Happy Contraption on your head." And I'll put on said Happy Contraption and all my un-Happy thoughts will get sucked out of my brains leaving it clean and sparkly and most of all... HAPPY.

Then I can turn to him and say, "Thanks, Happy Guy!" and he'll smile his Happy Smile and say, "No problem, Naz! You go have fun now!" then I'll go off and have fun in My Happy Place.

Hopefully, there'll be Happy colourful ponies with like cool and magical emblems on their hinds. And they'll bring me to all their exciting adventures round and round the rainbows and mystical mountains full of wonderments! Me and my pony friends will SAIILLL thru the fluffy clouds TOP SPEED with the wind in my hair and in theirs and we'll laugh and laugh all we want because we've no care in the world!

Then maybe when it's real quiet at night, I'll slip back into the Real World and go to sleep in my comfy bed. Cuz it's only at night when you're asleep and not really doing anything in the Real World is when it starts to make sense and is also when you feel best. So that will be the only time I would want to spend in the Real World. In the morning I'll wake up and go to My Happy Place again.

Me in My Happy Place with Happy Purple Pony and mountainous backdrop