alive awake aware and in awe

and i do realise that ive done many mistakes, committed many crimes against those around me and stupid things that cannot be reversed. stupid things cannot be undone.

i cannot change things that have already happened. cant stop time in its tracks. so i’ll just have to live with the shithole ive built for myself. nice.

but i have faith in my future. and that god will always take care of me whatever shit comes my way (self-imposed or not).