Insomniac nights again. Must be to do with my lack of physical activity. The ever elusive gym membership. So close yet so far and too much of the lazy slushing around in my blood plasma.
The stamina and cardiac output also taking a steep decline. The late afternoon headaches are back with a vengeance. They've found me, all the way from Dsara to Vista to here, they've found me, I'll never run away from them.
Just like how you solve one problem but then you get stuck with a whole new set of another. Grass is greener syndrome. Always seems like it but it's never ever really really.
Just like the fine print on a contract. You never really read them, you overlook them in your haste to seal the deal.
Skipped the Cytarabine section cuz I thought it was a whole new different chapter I didn't have to read. Was happy and proud thinking finish liposomes so fast and then it was shortlived.
But that's the way the cookie crumbles.
3hrs of FUHNN lined up for me later. I don't even feel like picking up the threads of the next 40 or so pages of DDS. Whole milk for the past two days cuz her ex couldn't finish it and now diarrhoea and GI upset.
And suddenly the life size animatronic T-Rex from the London National Museum of History comes into mind with its large sad eyes like it's awaiting its kid whose been taken away for experiments by some evil science people. And the little baby at the side crying and trying to protect his mommy from the giant lizard. Cute cute all too cute.
And on top of everything else going wrong with my life, there is a giant life size Gunung sitting fat and happy on the right of my nose and swirming around inside with bleargh. And more bleargh to ensue once it ripens and decides it wants to see the rest of the world.
Right. Lunch awaits. Sambal prawns btw... sigh, my poor poor stomach.
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