To the clouds above!!

I start out somewhere and end up nowhere which is usually what happens whenever I set out to do something.

So my life doesn't spiral the way like others do. So it's a lil different. Refer to previous blog post, I'd like to sit down and weep about it buthen doing so would undermine my principles in previous blog post.

So I'm a hypocrite. Wee. Look at me fly. When the wings fail ya, you fall flat down on your face. You get up but you realise this is your fate and will always be your fate.

Yea sure, we're all in charge of our own destiny. But what if you're a lazy ass fuck who's really bothered about it all but won't do squat to change it all. Ah well. Shiznits. I feel like I'm missing out.

Boo hoo.

Sometimes I wish the sun would set in the east for a change. And I don't mean that in the most literal of senses. But I'd like to think myself as strapped in and done for the ride. Halfway there (and hurting, no doubt) and not a thing to do that can change the destination. Fated, for want of a better word. Always longing for the adjacent path but nothing doing to get on it.

That's how I perceive my own life right now.