I feel small.

The flu is getting to me. I'm having morbid thoughts again.

I hate lame jokes. They make me wanna jump off the IMU rooftop.

Ever feel sick after opening up the deepest level of your soul to someone so they know what a truly evil person you are? Ever feel sick because of your own dirty self? Ever feel sick because opening yourself up to someone else made you realise what a truly mad person you are?

Ever feel sick for the rest of the day because you can't shake off who you are? Ever feel sick for the rest of your lifetime because of all the shouldn't-have-dones you shouldn't have done in your lifetime? Ever feel sick thinking about your own self?

Ever feel sick after opening up the deepest, darkest level of your soul to the whole world?

I'll be content to carry on with The Get Up Kids. Maybe the feelings will go away in my sleep.