Wei Ning just left. Who's that, ar? Anyway, the link up there, try out the Crimson Room and perhaps the Veridian Room too if you have the time. But start with the Crimson Room. It's what Wei Ning and I have been wasting time over the past few hours. Gosh. And to wonder why I have so little time to study...
Held a surprise party for Jessycca today. Ahahahah!! Bought pizza and the Chocolate Mud Cake from Secret Recipe and went back to my place. Rinoa distracted Jessycca while we prepared. Then she brought Jessy over saying she had to take something from my place. Ahahah!! She claimed she didn't suspect a thing! I am a criminal mastermind in the making. Watch the papers for me next!
More pics.
The Cake.
The aftermath.
The P105 Foosers but without Van cuz she commando-crawled out of LT1 10mins into David "The Joke" Chong's lecture. She wasn't feeling well it appeared.
K. I need to sleep. The cherubs call. I feel morbid again. I need to run before the evil thoughts consume my fragile mental discipline once more. Is it wrong to feel you wanna sleep again but can't?
Oh, before that, what are you supposed to do when you realize you don't really like the persons you perhaps thought once before that you loved and never in that particular timeframe did you think you'd ever give up on the love you had for that person? Would you scream at yourself for letting your feelings stray away from the idealistic and unreal plans you thought out for yourself thinking you might get away with the harsh cruelties of life if you lived the day in denial even though you know you're clearly aware that when the lonely night comes and chokes you with your own solitude and inevitably engulfs you and your entire existence in madly unrelenting lonesomeness you will lie quietly and ponder for sanity's sake what it would be like to allow the people around you to, for once, actually love you?
What if you never gave other people the chance to love you back? What if you had super little amounts of shredded and torn self-esteem left upon you that you had never once considered the notion that someone else could perhaps love you more than you think you yourself might deserve? Wouldn't we all be a little lonely if all we thought was how the person you held dear to your heart will never ever reciprocate the same love to you?
Think what you want. I'm gonna stop listening to the emo albums I so conveniently torrented off the net and sleep. Ciao.
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